Unsure

 I been debating whether to maintain this blog or to remove the earlier entries. Some of it scratch that -most of it sound so so immature! But than again deleting the entry does not delete the memory or change who I were. After much consideration I concluded to keep it as it is. At least I could look back and acknowledge I have now came pass it, am much a better person than I were. But there's this one thing that keep popping..I used to have more faith. This is something I have to work on now. But that's all for now. Till next time. Till than take care. 

The Art Of Losing Myself

The Art Of Losing Myself Earthquake in Sabah Malaysia..if you should remember,
you might know that my early entry (the link above) was the place
Where the earthquake took place few days ago..
I planned to go back in October this year and
I will stick to that plan..I hope everyone there
are safe..Lord pls protect this land oh Lord.
Have your mercy on Sabah father. Hope the government
Will figure good rescue plan..I miss Sabah and
Labuan so much..my home for three years..wonderful
years of my life...Yes I will dance with you where the
Love lasts forever..

The Art Of Losing Myself

The Art Of Losing Myself

I am sure most of you have heard of this 6.0 magnitude
Earthquake in Sabah Malaysia..if you should remember,
you might know that my early entry (the link above) was the place
Where the earthquake took place few days ago..
I planned to go back in October this year and
I will stick to that plan..I hope everyone there
are safe..Lord pls protect this land oh Lord.
Have your mercy on Sabah father. Hope the government
Will figure good rescue plan..I miss Sabah and
Labuan so much..my home for three years..wonderful
years of my life...Yes I will dance with you where the
Love lasts forever..

Love Found Me

~ Season's Greeting ~

Yeah! So it gonna be Christmas soon enough..Yes I love Christmas; cookies, presents, cake, chocolates, shopping, eating, lazing around and never denying The birth of our Savior -Jesus.

Now I am at a different Bank, i guess life goes on but how i wish there is something constant in life..like taking break - true there is none except that one; Love Found Me.

Breathtaking, awesome when u indulge yourself with this love as it has - No End.

Yup..no ending but it is not a fantasy rather a reality and it is - For Eternal.

Many discover this and as they walk through years of life, they take this love for - Granted.
Doom..That's for their fall. No love in this world can survive when taken for granted, it is more of obligation, more of depression.

So why love? The answer is just right there, because - God is Love. [ 1 John 4:8]

When you set your priorities, you know that this love that found you is overwhelming.
When a girl loves a guy, she than becomes - Submit to him, Why? Coz it is easy - Love.

You can't love another if you are not submitted to them, that is - Desires,Wants, Needs- and that Ain't Love.

But that love is superficial. It goes off when there are changes, when there are - Death.
Coz boy, no I love, You love is through Death - that is crap, seriously rubbish.
You can't love or expect to be loved in death or and by death- this is so not love -that's Obsession.
(and i speak for myself-the previous tenes).

Look beyond your physical desires and wants and needs coz that is what the devil is using to blind you.
That's why your worldly love never lasts.
Think what you really need, love that stick through the season, a love that literally has no stop - Yes no break, no end - an unconditional love - So where to find?

It is in your heart. Jesus gave His life that both you and me can have ours. This life that I have - I gonna love him for eternal - it is not just by mouth but and through action, attitude and in everything.

Why again? - The answer is just there - I trust the unseen, I trust Yahweh and I know He is here with you and me just call for Him. Let this Love that Found me Finds You.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone!! Let's keep on this path- One way-Jesus!

Wow, it's been a more than a year since last I update my blog...what a blogger am I? N-way I miss blogging!! The last update was on Nov 6 2012...and now is Jan 22 2014...quite a gap... So continuing from previous update, I got a job, yeah I worked in a Bank under Legal department...Loved my job and enjoyed working though it means going back at 11pm from work and come in at 7 smtg in the morning. Yeah no matter how much i love the job reality is cruel... as it was a contract base after a year here am I unemployed graduate..why I put graduate? bcoz I have a University Degree and have an honor award but am unemployed...cruel reality.....face it sharon the world is never fair. Deep feeling rest in me..of being used of being stupid...i should not hand in my resignation last November maybe by that I would not be unemployed for three months now...but I didn't want to wait for end of the contract term as they already decide not to extend the contract on August itself...I really hold in wait that everything will be good, at least things to be not bad but as time goes by it was worse I had 600 case to deal when the permanent staff had around 250, i tried to hold on but report??? work of a team supervisor on me junior executive just because team supervisor went for unpaid leave and team leader was not contactable and senior staff on compassionate leave...never mind I did everything and submit, 6 different report for our group. What about other group supervisor, they should take responsible to do, why sign the relief on  leave form if you would not want to relief....they should have know bout the report should know that they never ask contract staff to do report but me???  After all, all of the group are under the same department....Gosh, I am too easy...I am too simple....never mind at least I learnt how to do it... but Lord give me courage and strength, I pray that this New Year will be a good opening for my career, Lord I also pray to those unemployed out there to get a job soon and God let everyone walk this year with faith that You are watching over them, bless them and keep their loved ones save at all time, grant them the courage to be the person You have call them to be...Bless everyone of us Lord, let the light of Your glory shine in us and let it all be for Your glory. In Jesus name I pray....Amen! Blessed New Year..hold on to Love it self....1 John 4:7-8.

Season Greeting! Yeah, it's gonna be Christmas soon, Yeah!!!
Christmas is what I look for every year, hoping this Christmas will be better than last Christmas. But, It's the gift of Love that we are celebrating which is the most important part of the whole celebration. Thank You Jesus for Your love for me I promise You to love You just the same as you love me.

Last year I went for a Christmas concert by Jonathan Tse, an Independent singer which was totally cool and the message was awesome - Love Found Me. Yeah one of the member in the church I attended bought me the theme t-shirt of the Night, so thank you brother! thou I am not sure has the brother returned to his country or still hanging out in Malaysia as I have none of his contact details, still I hope we can meet sometime in future. 

Yeah, finally I graduated and now hunting for Job, (Can u keep me in prayer that I will get a real good job soon, ^^ thank you) and I went for holidays in this vibrant city of Kota Kinabalu, Sabah and even better and cool country side town such as Kundasang, Where the World Heritage of Kinabalu Mountain lays, and Poring, Ranau are coordinated. Extraordinary, yeah that's the word. Totally so close to nature, if I got a Job in place like that I won't mind working though it's really has the village concept totally away of my way of living, I desire for that change. No worries of Network Connectivity as even in the mountain, 3G network are available and coverage is good even if it is raining, I tried 3G with my friend and yeah it was clear as it supoose to be. This is my second time to this place in this year as I went earlier in on April as well and remarkable thing is than if I return back to this part of the land, that means the place is really good, if no I won't bother to go again and waste my time, which is the very me ....^^ so I will upload some photos of the trip...(p/s: I am not a good photographer but wish to be one  =) )

Note: i will upload the pictures few hours later...thx ^^