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Saturday, October 15, 2011

Tired of Man

I wonder Oh God, will there be an end to all tis? But I trust in You and I'm abide in Your word.
I don't understand, WHY MAN are like tis? Are Woman that weak???? Are woman are not human? Don't v deserve our life?????????? TIRED OF MAN!!!!!!!! Very tired...from small till now, I seen and witnessed what are man like. I'm not a skeptic. I don't prejudice man. I don't look nor hate them, juz they are some spoil one out there. n juz don't know why and how this spoiled one bug us all along. one after one comes....

Very tired Lord, extremely tired.........
But I know the battle belongs to the Lord, and I shall not be afraid. God I trust You will come to our rescue as You always did, and will continue to do so...
Thank You, Lord for trusting me that I can overcome this. Thank You Lord..

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

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My mind is crazy with a lot of stuffs, I feel so tired. When all this is going to end i wonder.
Heard sermon last Sunday, talking bout asking Why, don't ask Why rather How and When. My childhood friend used to tell me Not Why but Where. So I'm not going to ask Why or anything as I have No position to ask Abba why nor anything else...juz wanna tell Him that I'm tired...I had listen well to many but I wonder how many had take time to listen to me?

Today was my friends birthday. So we went out to celebrate. we went to some seafood restaurant known as Mawilla Yacht  Club restaurant....so ate there around 8 of us...so about 22bucks per person. I did all my tutorial work for all the subjects. but i yet to study for my test tomorrow. So wish me the best for tomorrow's test..^^

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Start over again....

So I try to hold on to the time that Nothing matters, thou I can't explain what had happen to me and I can't raise a thing I had done, No I can't. I try to make sound but everyone are too busy to listen to my cry. I knew I made my mistake and I got no where to run but I try to make it work but it really feels like I'm fading away...I don't think things can go on like this...I feel like I'm Blinded by the white Lie. I can't stand the pain even I try to make it go away....I'm sick of this Life...I wanna start over again, and I am trying to hold on, I have to knowing I can...Tired with such ppl around me, So sick of them. It's okay I promised myself to give the best shot. I don't care what the world think of me. I admit my mistake n I'm not running anymore I'm facing it and gonna win over it. I gonna do it...I can't do it alone, I need You and I know You are waiting at the door and I let You in...

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Final year ady??

Well, This is it, My Final Year in UMS. Disappointed with my last sem result. May b i deserve that as I played too much, as well trusting friends too much. The greatest mistake in my Life was I was damn too bust to attend church. I Lost the most precious part of my life but I can't turn back the time. So Father I give You my word, I B attending n I really want to learn more bout You. I will minimize my time out and maximize my time with you. Lord I'm so sorry. Thank you so much for everything and continue to bless my family, friends and I. Love you 4ever Yahweh-my all in all, my Love..hehe..

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Recyclable ^^

I'm crying out alone in d dark...
again alone...but when had i company
when i cry....i wonder......
i dun understand y i cry when i am x at wrong...
may b bcoz i can't accept things around me...
i call some friends but they were busy...
atashi arata...
Nothing much after all, i don't want 2 trouble
any1..hope i can go thru d nite...
i guess i was, am n 4ever will be tisu 4 all...
one good thing is tat remember it's recyclable...

Monday, May 2, 2011

At Mc'd

Am at Mc'd with my friends...
Came here juz to chill out...It's our nite out 2gether..
U c my Campus has such a rule where V students r 2 b back
in d campus by 11pm, every nite...X exemption...
So..what v can do is stay out 4 a nite..o overnite may b at
Mc'd o Kfc o anywhere else but at here Labuan, d place open
24/7 is very limited..so mostly u can c d gathering of Ums students
at here...Very true..
n 2day...V r out 2 njoy ourselves....
Hope..v can stay awake till 6am...
Well that's it..till I update again...
Till than..Ariaos...^^

Monday, January 17, 2011

There Is Nothing Like

Yeah, There is Nothing Like Your Love!
2011, A Brand New Hope, Faith, Ambition and so on....
Bt Nothing will Change, My Desires.
Yeah, Another Year has come. Hope I will reach at Least an Inch Closer 2 My Desires. Gift Of Life, Please Teach My Soul to Soar for Him ^^
Expecting Good Changes in Life....Pray the Journey will go on Smoothly as He Has had Plan in my Life. N
Many Changes had took place, Hope it is for Better
Quite Lost, I'm quite Lost 2day.... Have Nothing Much 2 scribe....