July 2012

Wow
it's been like so long that I post here...haha all my last post sounds that....
anyway, it's good to be back to the blogging world. a world that i can call as my own-isn't it?

Currently I am doing my internship at a Law Firm, but i took degree in finance and don't ask me what I am doing in a Legal firm that hold no relation to me in studies....Moving on...I honestly feel tired working in such atmosphere. Nevertheless, I am exposed to many and various type and character of people in many different cases I see each day. I am gald I can learn all this and all this lead to feel that this world is so superficial. in this four week I am here (tis is the fourth week) I went to many places met with many big shots; Man money really rules everything in this world...however not my world, which I thank God for....heheheh...Going on....My boss sometimes can get very high sometimes very crazy sometimes you know...like what a boss is...I am happy thou... 

Haha so i continue today. Yesterday was rather tiring for me though I didn't do much juz sat at the offfice and handle make research for case. Whatever...so in this long day my mind kept recaping the song I listen this morning; Like an Avalanche by Hillsong United. (here is the link for the video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=407gShI4Zy0) It's totally a cool and capitvating worship song that really caught me. No words can actually explain Jesus's Love for us. The lyric of the song somewhere in the middle goes like;

And I, find myself on my knees again,
Caught up in grace like an avalanche
Nothing compares to this love, love, love
Burning in my heart.....

Take my life
Take all that I am
With all that I am
I will Love You
Take my life
Take all that I have
Jesus how I Adore You...
And I, find myself on my knees again,
Caught up in grace like an avalanche
Nothing compares to this love, love, love...

Tired of Man

I wonder Oh God, will there be an end to all tis? But I trust in You and I'm abide in Your word.
I don't understand, WHY MAN are like tis? Are Woman that weak???? Are woman are not human? Don't v deserve our life?????????? TIRED OF MAN!!!!!!!! Very tired...from small till now, I seen and witnessed what are man like. I'm not a skeptic. I don't prejudice man. I don't look nor hate them, juz they are some spoil one out there. n juz don't know why and how this spoiled one bug us all along. one after one comes....

Very tired Lord, extremely tired.........
But I know the battle belongs to the Lord, and I shall not be afraid. God I trust You will come to our rescue as You always did, and will continue to do so...
Thank You, Lord for trusting me that I can overcome this. Thank You Lord..

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My mind is crazy with a lot of stuffs, I feel so tired. When all this is going to end i wonder.
Heard sermon last Sunday, talking bout asking Why, don't ask Why rather How and When. My childhood friend used to tell me Not Why but Where. So I'm not going to ask Why or anything as I have No position to ask Abba why nor anything else...juz wanna tell Him that I'm tired...I had listen well to many but I wonder how many had take time to listen to me?

Today was my friends birthday. So we went out to celebrate. we went to some seafood restaurant known as Mawilla Yacht  Club restaurant....so ate there around 8 of us...so about 22bucks per person. I did all my tutorial work for all the subjects. but i yet to study for my test tomorrow. So wish me the best for tomorrow's test..^^

Start over again....

So I try to hold on to the time that Nothing matters, thou I can't explain what had happen to me and I can't raise a thing I had done, No I can't. I try to make sound but everyone are too busy to listen to my cry. I knew I made my mistake and I got no where to run but I try to make it work but it really feels like I'm fading away...I don't think things can go on like this...I feel like I'm Blinded by the white Lie. I can't stand the pain even I try to make it go away....I'm sick of this Life...I wanna start over again, and I am trying to hold on, I have to knowing I can...Tired with such ppl around me, So sick of them. It's okay I promised myself to give the best shot. I don't care what the world think of me. I admit my mistake n I'm not running anymore I'm facing it and gonna win over it. I gonna do it...I can't do it alone, I need You and I know You are waiting at the door and I let You in...

Final year ady??

Well, This is it, My Final Year in UMS. Disappointed with my last sem result. May b i deserve that as I played too much, as well trusting friends too much. The greatest mistake in my Life was I was damn too bust to attend church. I Lost the most precious part of my life but I can't turn back the time. So Father I give You my word, I B attending n I really want to learn more bout You. I will minimize my time out and maximize my time with you. Lord I'm so sorry. Thank you so much for everything and continue to bless my family, friends and I. Love you 4ever Yahweh-my all in all, my Love..hehe..

Recyclable ^^

I'm crying out alone in d dark...
again alone...but when had i company
when i cry....i wonder......
i dun understand y i cry when i am x at wrong...
may b bcoz i can't accept things around me...
i call some friends but they were busy...
atashi arata...
Nothing much after all, i don't want 2 trouble
any1..hope i can go thru d nite...
i guess i was, am n 4ever will be tisu 4 all...
one good thing is tat remember it's recyclable...

At Mc'd

Am at Mc'd with my friends...
Came here juz to chill out...It's our nite out 2gether..
U c my Campus has such a rule where V students r 2 b back
in d campus by 11pm, every nite...X exemption...

So..what v can do is stay out 4 a nite..o overnite may b at

Mc'd o Kfc o anywhere else but at here Labuan, d place open

24/7 is very limited..so mostly u can c d gathering of Ums students

at here...Very true..
n 2day...V r out 2 njoy ourselves....
Hope..v can stay awake till 6am...

Well that's it..till I update again...

Till than..Ariaos...^^