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My mind is crazy with a lot of stuffs, I feel so tired. When all this is going to end i wonder.
Heard sermon last Sunday, talking bout asking Why, don't ask Why rather How and When. My childhood friend used to tell me Not Why but Where. So I'm not going to ask Why or anything as I have No position to ask Abba why nor anything else...juz wanna tell Him that I'm tired...I had listen well to many but I wonder how many had take time to listen to me?

Today was my friends birthday. So we went out to celebrate. we went to some seafood restaurant known as Mawilla Yacht  Club restaurant....so ate there around 8 of us...so about 22bucks per person. I did all my tutorial work for all the subjects. but i yet to study for my test tomorrow. So wish me the best for tomorrow's test..^^

Start over again....

So I try to hold on to the time that Nothing matters, thou I can't explain what had happen to me and I can't raise a thing I had done, No I can't. I try to make sound but everyone are too busy to listen to my cry. I knew I made my mistake and I got no where to run but I try to make it work but it really feels like I'm fading away...I don't think things can go on like this...I feel like I'm Blinded by the white Lie. I can't stand the pain even I try to make it go away....I'm sick of this Life...I wanna start over again, and I am trying to hold on, I have to knowing I can...Tired with such ppl around me, So sick of them. It's okay I promised myself to give the best shot. I don't care what the world think of me. I admit my mistake n I'm not running anymore I'm facing it and gonna win over it. I gonna do it...I can't do it alone, I need You and I know You are waiting at the door and I let You in...

Final year ady??

Well, This is it, My Final Year in UMS. Disappointed with my last sem result. May b i deserve that as I played too much, as well trusting friends too much. The greatest mistake in my Life was I was damn too bust to attend church. I Lost the most precious part of my life but I can't turn back the time. So Father I give You my word, I B attending n I really want to learn more bout You. I will minimize my time out and maximize my time with you. Lord I'm so sorry. Thank you so much for everything and continue to bless my family, friends and I. Love you 4ever Yahweh-my all in all, my Love..hehe..